It finally hit me…
Friday night, I came to a point where I actually realized that Aaron is gone for over a year. I didn’t really think about him being gone for a whole year, I knew it, but I didn’t want to think about it. Before he left, I put it out of my mind, and just went on staying busy and even got to see him a couple of times and we got to text a little bit when he wasn’t so super busy. Friday night, I was devestated. I am still devestated. It feels like someone is playing a cruel joke on me, like I’m gonna wake up and every that’s happened since Feb. will just have been a bad nightmare. I get it, we’re broken up, & we’re just friends, I am good with that. That’s not what makes me upset and angry. He’s my best friend in the whole world and he’s gone. Like, how will our friendship ever be the same if he’s deployed for over a year?!?! I need him here too. It seems like since the day he left, it’s been one bad thing after another. & Normally I would talk to Aaron about it cause he seriously gives the best advice and listens better than anyone. Alot of stuff has been going on and Aaron understands. I’ve never had a friend that I could literally tell everything to and I miss that. So, Army, please bring my best friend safely home soon.
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This is where we, as a group, are able to have a connection to one another. This group will hopefully grow and include members from different parts of the Country and stationed all over the world so we are able to reach more people. This blog is for you. As we all know there are days when missing your soldier becomes almost unbearable and you just need to vent. Here is where you can. Post pictures, suggest music you life, recipes, tv shows, movies, ways to keep busy... We can connect with one another, encourage one another and hopefully provide some comfort in sharing our struggles. Although 'Army Wives In Training' is not a support group for us and our emotions, it exists to serve our soldiers overseas and their families.
